Today would have been 30. We even had plans. I know what I need to do to get through. I know I will persevere. This is a bump in the road that has been looming for some time. It was a milestone I set and made important to myself so many years ago. So it has meaning to me and I am sad.
It has come. Time continues. Sunrise, Sunset the world does not end and people little note the passing of this day. I doubt even she will spend as much time reflecting.
We had by my assessment 27 good yrs. I did not quit. I did not abandon so it matters little to the practical matters at hand what I think. That matters to how I feel. Get over it, get beyond it.
I need to get to a place where I can look back at 27 yrs and smile, not lament why we did not continue. There is much more work for me to do.
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill
