Still Afloat and moving Forward

[BeingMe]

Hi Wendy! I thought of that, but ultimately, I feel like I'm just spinning around. He has said he's not in love with me a couple of times, and not interested in "trying" again (just 2 weeks ago), so I must take him at his word. I need to move on. I'm one of the lucky ones, that he isn't mean, and in fact, friendly and generous. If that continues once the process of D is set in motion, remains to be seen. He wants to be separated ... it's convenient for him, but no longer for me.

I don't know what else I can do except to end it.