We are back home and we just saw H for a few minutes. A friendly encounter. A friend was present for part of it. After the guy left, H told our D he would see her at home so that was my clue to leave (we were at the airport). On the way out, he handed me the motorcycle seat and told me to take it home to send it back. He has now ordered the seat I originally wanted. I didn't say anything or ask when I was getting on it. Nor am I going to read anything into it. He wants a seat with a backrest and can't get a Mustang seat without replacing the backseat. However, he could have gone with a different brand and used the current backseat.
The friend was talking about a heated suit and I could see H thinking about it. I said "I think you've got his wheels spinning", and H smiled and chuckled a little bit. I did not make a smart remark or discourage him from getting one, so a little bit of a 180 for me.
I'm keeping my head up for a good night. Hopefully 2 days apart has been good for us. I know that H is still stressed out with work, overwhelemed and doesn't know which way is up. He made some comments about it to the friend, which I know were probably for my benefit. He's good at doing that.
After feeling blue yesterday, and not really sure that I wanted to see H tonight, I feel pretty good and have a smile on my face.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together
