You are doing the work you need to. Doing the DB work. That is awesome.
Life sometimes sux. M is... for better AND for worse...
As vets will tell you here... this... is the worse part...
This will take what ever time it takes. Keep yourself well through this all.
GAL. 180 as you can and want to / need to. LRT if you need to. Detach... you need to.
And as far as your suspicions of your own MLC... not to worry... if your brain isn't actually "foggy"... you may just be going through a transition. It happens and could very well be happening for you, right now... triggered by all this...
Just know that the difference is... transition is done with the eyes open... MLCers... their eyes aren't generally opened during this time...
