I know I am afraid of detaching, not that I know what it really means today, but I am afraid of it. I think it will bring me some relief, but then I am afraid that I might not feel so connected to my H.
Sometimes I feel like I have the same fear. I know in my mind that I can detach, but I am afraid to do it. And I don't know that I know all of what it takes to detach. I can't turn my back on 17 years overnight, no matter how bad some of those times were, including the present.
Time is on our side and we will get more comfortable with our changes and move forward.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together
