Thanks kd. I haven't posted for a while. I have really been struggling with the divorce. Every morning I.wake up wondering how she could do it. How.she could want out so badly. I've been hearing more from OMs exwife. Its good to hear how she is coping witb her divorce. But I also.hear more stories of my ews.flirting. Also proof that xw and om were talking to each other about their marriage problems, which she told me that they weren't. She has lied to me and I don't do well with that.
On top of everything else I'm afraid. I,ve went and done something foolish. My opposite sex friend.who has been such a help though this ordeal is kind of pulling away.or at least I think so. But rightfully so. She makes.me feel good wh en I'm around her
Sh Tbis summer Ive been able to see her every weekend I think I'm having strong feelings for her and.I think she sees it. She is married but not happily. Her H is alot.like I was. He treats her poorly
