I have been so darn busy, I've kept up on other threads, but haven't had much to say on here.
My new anti-depressant is working great. I ABSOLUTELY can tell I'm taking it. I am feeling a million percent better.
I haven't wrote a lot about the goings on in my house, because it is none of OW's business. I have thought about the whole situation long and hard. And realize I have been letting her and STBXH take up way too much of my thoughts.
I actually am looking forward to being alone, with no one to worry about but me. They are a page that I have turned, they are no longer my concern.
I attended a big dinner party last night and had both the 4 star generals ask me where STBXH was. I just said he and I were getting divorced and I was on my own now. Both their wifes are my personal friends. I didn't elaborate, just stated a fact. I got my own invitation to the retirement dinner and STBXH was only invited to the change-of-command.
I was feeling icky yesterday, and by the time the dinner was over, at past 11:30 I was really sick. I spent the morning in bed and am hoping this crappy cold, sore throat uck just go away soon. I feel like the person in a Niquil commercial.
STBXH gave me his cold medicine, but I react badly to those and will be wired for sound if I take it. (There is a reason why they use it to make meth with.......)So it is hot tea with honey and hopefully a milkshake for dinner.
Aloha,
Wendy
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!