I took the kids to my sisters until H called us to go to dinner. Now I'm home. It's 7pm and I'm having a hard hard time! I thought he wouldn't send me these accidental texts anymore. I want to yell at him until he fesses up that they were not meant for me!

This is what I plan to do. Make a quick snack for the kids. Bathe them. Put them to bed and read meditation books, journal, bible, pray.

God help me. This is such a struggle for me right now. I KNOW that text wasn't for me!


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017