i'm not really going up and down today - but feeling it a tad bit now after spending the evening at the restaurant with h family and our friends to celebrate sons' first movie debut. during the PA the teacher announced him as a child prodigy with 4D editing and we were so proud.

h acted like a bit of an ass to me during dinner - too much pressure for him i guess after this morning. so i flung my gorgeous hair over my shoulder and turned to the others and had a wonderful time.

i think what you say is exactly what's happening for me - i do feel a lot calmer - it's done and i suddenly feel that i don't have to work at this any longer.

whew...

thanks for the hug:)
zig

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"