No More LRT, but slow progress

[LostIn407]

Update:

I can't describe how I am feeling right now. Am I done? Am I just tired of the entire situation?

W spends most nights at my house. Not really showing up unexpected, but just being there when I get home or if she picks up the Ds from daycare.

We have had some talks. She says she is confused. She says not to force anything, etc. I hit a sensitive spot with her last week during one of these little talks. I basically said once I move on, I have moved on. I have never dated someone, dated someone else and then went back. She quickly told me to stop saying that.

I said that we should not see each other for a while. Either she is going to miss me and want to be with me or she isn't. She said she has been thinking the same thing. Pretty much how I feel right now. Reminds me of a George Strait song:

Says she's had enough of me, I've had enough of her too.
I might as well go on and set her free, she's already turned me loose.
No fault, no blame, nobody done no wrong-
That's just the way it sometimes goes.
Sometimes two people just don't get along, it's time to hit the road.

Goodbye, farewell, so long, vaya Con Dios.
Good luck, wish you well, take it slow.
Easy come girl, easy go.

We tried to work it out a hundred times, ninety- nine it didn't work.
I think it's best we put it all behind before we wind up getting hurt.
No hard feelings darling, no regrets,
No tears and no broken hearts.
Call it quits, calling off all bets, it just wasn't in the cards.

Pretty much how I feel now. I am indifferent either way. I just want it over.

W makes some comments or what she thinks are threats about staying at her own place. I just shrug it off and say ok. She has never left to go to her own place.

She is holding on to this idea that we will always be friends. I told her that wasn't going to happen, at least not right away, maybe in a few years. I asked her how do you think I am going to feel the day you tell me about a guy she wants to date? I said I don't appreciate being your friend right now because you don't have anything better to do. I deserve better. She said she wouldn't do that. That is when I said it is time to stop hanging out.

Indifference.