I opted for an ease into it approach. I sent him text messages in the middle of the night. 4 of them. We always sleep snuggled REALLY close together. We could sleep on a twin bed with no problems. I described that and things like feeling his heart beat against my shoulder. Sucking on his fingers and feeling his against my .
No response until this morning. He must not have had his pager on or near him during the night.
H: So are you coming up this weekend!? W: On the 27th, I am in Phoenix this weekend H: Bummer, nice pages though. Did you finish the job? W: nope, took care of myself over the weekend. Pages were for your benefit. I'm looking forward to the 27th.
That is it. Admitting the "self" part is not something I am usually that up front with him about. So that is a 180 for me.
I am seeing that he is receptive and appreciative! He asked me to come up. Instead of being hopeful or just hinting about the following weekend, I'm just acting "as if" it is GOING to happen.
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