and i love being called sweet lady - it's making me imagine myself to be one - one who can be gentle, graceful, kind and compassionate.
I've decided from now on i'm dropping all the DB "acting as if" (i don't need to do those any more) but I am going to instead act as if I were a sweet lady until it becomes a natural thing
so hugs back to all of you, too
love zig
i called h on impulse this afternoon to ask if we could get a gift for s this afternoon. his usual answer was always no there's no need.
instead he said in a warm voice what a great idea and actually discussed it with me so that it was a fun conversation. he came up with a great idea for what we could give s and i'm going to go pick it up.
s finishes his major film making workshop today, and the debut of the movie is at the movie theater downtown, so we are all going there at 5 pm.
h and i are beyond proud of him - the teacher hasn't stopped praising s's skills - they did most of it in 4D and s picked up and went crazy with the program from the second day. It's been quite a major haul for him - 9am to 4pm everyday for a month and a whole movie made during that time!!
I'm so so so pleased that h wants to give him a gift together - i was always so disappointed in the past - he dismissed it so entirely and i would quietly go off and get one on my own. and s would sense h's "disapproval" and not be able to enjoy the gift fully.
now he can..
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"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
