Didn't sleep well last night and the mornings leave me feeling so weak. H has left little in the account and he did it on purpose so I couldn't spend any money on vacation. He has just created a mess for us both. Of course he paid his bills and left little to no money for me to pay mine.

In some ways I can't wait till this is over. But will it ever really be over?


AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012
Two kids, one dog
D Final 6/18/14
J marries OW 1/24/15
"No matter where you go, there you are"