Going out last night was good, only had about 4 drinks which is pretty respectable, it was nice to not get wasted and just enjoy some good company.
Quite a few of my friends who I haven't seen in nearly a year came out which was cool, but they were all asking about my W saying I haven't seen her for 2 years, which I glossed over and just said she was great.
My bf who I told what was going on a couple of weeks ago, asked me how things were at home and is very supportive.
He was in a long term relationship and his gf cheated on him and within 2 weeks of finding out she'd married this other guy and was pregnant.
So he's very, once a cheater always a cheater, you're better off without them attitude towards my M now.
I still haven't changed my view on what it would take from my W to work on our R - and we are still no closer to that, and I can't afford to file for D and I honestly don't know if I can go through with it (emotionally, physically and financially) when I do start my course next month.
I suppose they are all excuses and there's never a good time to do anything life changing, but life will still go on and these changes will still have to happen sooner or later.
right need to clear my head and cheer up, we are dog sitting my MIL's dog so I'm gonna take the kids the park to walk her and have some fun.
Bill
Me 34 W 32 D 9 S 6 M: 9 years T: 12 Bomb: 02/11/12 EA/PA: 12/17/11 - ongoing Moved out: Oct 2012 Joint Filed for D: 2/11/13
