Hi Water, Hang in there-God IS watching you and working in your life. You just have to remember that God does things in His own time. (Just like a man, isn't it? )
God may also be testing you (He's testing ALL of us). Will we keep the faith in Him? Will we trust Him? We all need to believe that if our m's do not work out, that God will still take care of us and that He may have something that is better for us...
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