Goin' off the rails on a crazy train...

[wishing, hoping]

I get that Kimmers. Six months ago I thought I would die. Now I know I will be fine and I am better off alone than with H in his current state of mind.

He tries so hard to stay angry at me. Tonight I even did nice things for him like taking his laundry to his room and making him sandwiches since he had to cut down a cracked tree in the back yard. When I told him I made him some sandwiches he barely even glanced in my direction. But when I came back from walking the dog he was eating them. Rather begrudgingly if I may say so. Not so much as a thank you but I didnt expect one either. He did ask me if I wanted anything from the liquor store when he went and I said no thank you. That's the kindest he's been in a long time. Lol!

He's going over the budget now because he is screwed because I didn't rescue us out of our financial hell last week. Now he just asked me for the Satellite password so he can take care of the bill. I told him and he just looked at me like I was insane. I said if you dont like the password I made then create a new one. I mean someone has to pay the bills, right? Lol! I am sure he is creating this budget so he has money to spend on OW. Not looking like too much the hero with no money in the checking account and a credit card that is maxed out. He made his bed, now he can lay in it. Or is it lie in it? Lol!!

Will he ever direct this spew at someone else? You would think ow would get some of it since she is the closest thing to him now. I am like his nemesis.