Quote: How can it be so good one minute and not the next?
That's why its liken to a rollercoaster ride and its our emotions that drive it. For the most part we able to keep them at bay ... encourage the postive ones to build our PMA ... put a lid on the negative ones ... but every once in a while that lid pops off! That's OK ... it happens to all. Tell me can you close your eyes and picture yourself chasing after them with a butterfly net. Hopping and skipping after each one, capturing them in your net and sticking them back in the jar and screw that lid back on?
Quote: I called H this morning very early ...Then acted like he wanted to hang up ... Then said he needed to get in the shower.
Could it be that very early isn't a good time for H? I know I would be down right cranky at that time!
Quote: He pages me and says he needs to SPEAK with me ... Then I don't hear from him for 2 days?
If he has been crazy busy, then he probably was distracted. Give him gentle reminder ... how bout a text message ... "Did you say you wanna speak? waasup? Free at (such & such time) if you want to call."
Quote: How do I tell him ... his car not an option for me?
Well as I had done with the quote keep OW out of it. Simply tell him you gave it a test drive and you are not comfortable driving it. Keep it vague ... maybe make it seem like you don't like how the seat fits you or you are uncomfortable with your point of vision from the driver's seat (like too low/high from ground ... up on the front bumper too much or vise versa.).
Quote: Again, my apologies for being all over the board, it is just the unknown that is killing me!
No apologies needed and as I said to Tal that's why this bb is here. We have all shared in these emotional rides and understand what you are going thru.
