DM, I've gone back and read through your thread again. I had asked you when you first started this thread, what do you want for you and your kids, even if your M is not saved...
What I am reading, you are way overwhelmed and consumed by your H.
Think about this:
You somewhat suggest that everything short of (or perhaps including) and intervention with your H has not worked. He keeps denying help.
Now consider... why do you think that you are not seeking help... for yourself...? And focusing on yourself and getting yourself emotionally and otherwise stable? Even though it has been suggested a few times...
Bootcamp might be great for you. It helps keep the focus on you.
You can also get that in your own thread, right now... if you are prepared to pull your focus away from your H and put it on yourself.
Are you prepared to really commit to focusing on you?
