I have really been in a strange place the last few weeks and have been feeling like I was drifting.
I think God was giving me a break.......so I could come back strengthened and prepared for the next part of my journey. He was also preparing me for hearing about things I didn't want to deal with.
What I most failed to see was what part I played in what my husband did.
I wanted to just walk away and not look to see if anything I had done or said contributed to his actions.
In a blinding second the next part of my journey was revealed through a line in Vinlands response: What have you to forgive or to be forgiven for.
I had not asked my husband for forgiveness in whatever I did to cause him to question me so many years ago.
I was soo blinded by what he did to me........ I failed to see that he was hurting from something he thought I did along time ago.
Your posts have helped some who needed it most desperately.
The last few weeks I have had to spend sitting on the beach contemplating............ brought about the quietness to my soul...... that allowed me to "hear" that message.
