I am some place I have never been before and feel like I have some guiding force with me..because I CAN"T BE DOING THIS!!!
Soo weird....
If you read my thread...I think this afternoon I came in off the surfboard and am now standing on a deserted island beach.....drippin wet.......looking at this forest of vegatation and sand.....with not much to go...but it's a beautiful beach
So many positives in your recent interactions with your H!!!
His dream sharing is amazing....
It was so great he asked you to share on your perceptions of you through HIS EYES ...what an opportunity....
HE DID understand it!! He was probably so excited that YOU got it!!!You understood him...that is the most validating thing in the world, to feel understood by someone important to you.
He feels close enough to you to tell you he had a wonderful time with you from beginning to end and he didn't really want it to end!!
The thing was that now you were feeling close enough to HIM to start questioning the "address thing"......
Let it go.
He doesn't want to hurt you. Even if he lies....it's because he doesn't want to hurt you.
He's telling you in everyway: I never lived with anyone.... That's true he hasn't ....he hasn't lived!!! with anyone...
He LIVES with YOU! I disagree...you didn't go down a cheeseless tunnel.....he answered you...you got an answer....he didn't LIVE with anyone..... You just didn't get the answer you were trying to force into being.
Accept it for what it was ...he may have been in her presence....but I don't think he lived one minute....without you.
"He just wanted to hear your voice"
Now that just says it all.
You keep having a great day....
You don't deserve a single whack...you deserve a huge
