2 month seperation WAW talk a/b D options

[mshaf]

Update:

No news on the WAW front. I guess that is a good thing. She called Tuesday night for what seemed like no reason. Also, texted last night. Conversations seem a little friendlier, though short. She will be bringing my Ss by tonight since I have to work six days this week.

I have been doing pretty well with my mini goals. Forcing my self to work out even when I am tired after work. G.I.ed the house even though it took 4 hours. So far I am doing well at sticking to my goals through the day. Surprisingly, even though I am tired, I feel happier. I am in a better place.

My trouble is expectations. While I am doing these things for me, it is hard not to hope my W notices. I keep telling myself that is for me, and it is, but I guess I am still holding on to hope.

My next step is to detach further. I think a good way to do this is to watch my kids all weekend. I know this will allow her to do what she wants at night (go out etc), which so far I have had a problem with. I am going to jump right in and try not to think about it.