Hopeless optimist...

[Just A Guy]

Talked to a friend last night who's marriage is far further gone than mine. It was good to hear his positivity on not giving up on his marriage because it gives me renewed hope.. Still sending out applications to companies for work.

I know my wife loves me, I know she is hurting right now and I know me being strong and her seeing me take action is helping her but more importantly its helping ME.. I am the master of my future, no one else...

She talked to me a few minutes ago about sitting on the deck together Saturday and having cinnamon rolls and tea together. I will try my hardest to keep the conversation light and positive.

I will not squander this gift of time with hurt, frustration and resentment. I will continue to say I love you in my mind when I look at her while talking. I will continue to GAL and find new things which bring joy into my life.