Should I initiate R talk?

[Arsene]

Thank you so much 25. You hit the spot and got me teary-eyed once again. I never wanted to ask her those questions though. I was venting to get it out, but I realize that this type of question would destroy any chance I may have.

What's encouraging is that I think I had managed to forgive her after her EA of two years ago and even to rebuild trust. I just hope that if/when the time comes I can manage it again. I think that this process might be more difficult the second time around.

The letter helps. I understand how it might happen and it saddens me, to think that she might be in love with him, but I'm not angry anymore. Just sad. I'll try your "stop sign" trick and try to focus on myself and D8.

Again, thanks so much for your time and wisdom. It's not fallen on deaf ears, I promise you. I'll do what I need to do to make things right.