Hi Water,
How are you? You sound like you are doing well.

I don't have a whole lot of insight for ya'. Just that it is more important to show our h's that we are sorry rather than just say it. Actions DO speak louder than words!!

He does sound down on himself. And I do understand depression. It sux! It is a constant battle with your own PMA. You sound like you are being "there" for him, which I'm sure deep down he appreciates.

Limbo land is not fun. Hard to hang on, but I do think it is definitely worth it in your case !
keep up the good work.
karen