Thanks for dropping by my thread. I read through most of your sitch and I find it amazing you are DB'ing from a distance. WOW.
I too am strugling with Valentine's Day. See this also our Aniversary and will be 5 years. You letter is really from the heart and I can understand why you are writing it. Like me you probably feel you S doesn't beleive you are truely sorry. I hope it works for you. I know sometimes my W really likes my letters from the heart, but at times like these it must feel overwhelming to her.
Pray to God to give you direction in this, and remember apologies also need action behind them, the more to focus on not doing "more of the same" he will see your apology through your actions.
God Bless You,
Reuben
Cautiously hopeful and keeping the Momentum