As of right now, I moved back into the house. It feels a bit weird, but nothing to worry about.

As Eric suggested to ask her if she wanted to work on the relationship, she said yes. She has been attentive, and tries to have pleasent moments together.

This last days since the incident she had with OM, I have been upbeat, and responding to the situations by being calm. I have not gotten over excited and have practiced STFU.

I do get anxious at times because she sometimes stays quiet. Yesterday we went out to get icecream, and she was looking every where. She was quiet all the way to sonic, I asked her to share her feelings. She said she was scared about OM hurting us physically, or in our R. That comment bother me in the sense that I do not know how to reply to that or make her feel that she is safe with me. I do not underestimate the OM, and will definately do not do that. It will be me loosing sight of him, and the potential dangers that it can cause. I am confident about my self of being able to avoid a physica fight with him, but my W is not so sure about it.

Again, I am here to become a better me and cherish my W, so again, your advice is greatly appreciated.


Isaiah 40:31