I was definatly in a strange place yesterday. I have apologized in the past and he has always asked "what does that MEAN" He wanted more. Maybe to make himself feel better? My first thought was wanting to give him Forgiveness. But thought that may come across as kind of backwards. I want to let him know that he is ok to let go of the guilt. Maybe there isn't anything that will suddenly unlock that within him. But I want him to know. I have read several old old posts from the WAS and they said that it was important to know that forgiveness was there. I can imagine what a hurdle that would be to get over. First you feel sooo bad, then start to feel like you want to come back but don't want to run into a brick wall.