water, I started reading your post and then couldn't take it.
Why are you apologizing for everything you have said or done. Ask yourself; will this get me closer or farther from my goal? Do not grovel or beg. I feel this is what you are doing. I don't think it would be a good idea to send him a book on apologies at this point. It's my 2 cents, it's your final decision. But when I read your post red lights starting going off in my head!
