Mac I will echo what other posters have said to you above and note that you are taking too narrow a view of today's events. You are already speculating that something positive is happening here and that you will be "shot down."
Get off of the roller coaster and get yourself stable first. Stop trying to read into every minute detail and, as you said you needed, re-read DB/DR. Everything you do is focused on W. FOCUS ON YOURSELF RIGHT NOW. Get some meds if you have to. Do you have a dr. or IC? You are all over the place. Work on detaching.
