Got a call from XW at work. Picked it up when I've usually let it go to voicemail.

Mostly scheduling stuff. Some small things about the girls. She kept going on and on and I responded when an answer was needed.

She brought up the fact again that she is leaving early Friday for her trip. It was as if she wanted me to respond.

I closed my eyes for much of the conversation and told myself I now just have one goal in life -- conquer anger and fear. Everything else will take care of itself.

Then went for a walk.


Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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