Piecing - Round 1

[Denver_2010]

Kinda disappointed in myself that I snooped, especially since W blatantly offered to just show me, but W has no idea that I did, so it's all good.

Better ot be kinda disappointed than...kinda furious, or kinda feeling like a fool.

Denver, this is the hard part of Verify...as in Trust but Verify.

AND I hope to GOD that you have already talked with her about how you WILL be doing that at times, simply because it is human nature, and as long as your trust is validated how it will stop over time.

Brother, do not feel diasappointed in yourself. Rather? Feel good that you're...what? Your decisions to give her this last chance is working out.

I would just like to be able to not worry about it anymore. I wish that I truly had the same trust in W that I had before. I don't. I do trust her... just not to the extent that I did before. I feel that I am always on the lookout. I don't like that feeling at all.

I haven't had that discussion explicitly... but I'm pretty sure that she knows.

I do hope that the drama ends soon.

I bet she feels the same way. I really do.

You know? It would be nice if she did everything the way we wanted her too it, it'd be nicer for you if she did everything the way you wanted her too as well.

Like it or not, her and OM had a realtionship, and I don't know any of those that end any way but messily for awhile.

"Hey I was thinking...You too!? Awesome, good luck in life, and high five for all that sex, yeah...say bye to your parents for me."

I'd like pony too.

Right... I know.

UPDATE...

Well, the drama seems to be continuing. W was told by another person in the music company that OM is saying bad things about her behind her back. She doesn't know specifics, but she is angry. I just bit my lip and listened.

Also, one of the shows that she was scheduled to do with OM has become a problem. It is out of town. The owner is requiring W to pay for the plane ticket for the person substituing for OM... and pay that person for a show he is missing the next night because he will be out of town. All and all, it is probably going to cost my W money to be on this show in CA.

She was livid. Absolutely p!ssed at OM because she feels that he should take on some of it. She is angry at him for 'not taking responsibility for his decisions and his part'... again, I just sat back and listened, nodded my head, and said that I was sorry that she was having to deal with this stuff.

Quietly laughing on the inside though!