I went to my Hs apt in October... yes, the evening was nice, the following week was nice, BUT IMHO, I pushed him back in his tunnel... Did I say October? and now it is January? I don't know, Water, although I know it sounds "safe" and therefore "wimpy" if you are vacillating, I'd give myself some time until it absolutely, positively feels RIGHT.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.