The truth is I want to persue her. Tell how much I love her and miss her. That I realize my shortcomings of the past. That I would never take a moment with her for granted again. What I wouldn't give for one more kiss. That I want her smiling face to be the last thing I see at night and the first thing I see in the morning for the rest of my days.
Been there...still go there from time to time for a few minutes...it's normal, you wouldn't have loved your W if you DIDN'T feel this. It does get easier over time, I couldn't have imagined being where I am now back at month 1...trust that you will get through this, regardless of the end result.
Trust YOURSELF, YOUR strength, YOUR love for S...
You WILL do this!
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
