Fighting between faith & reality

[sleeper]

I agree with the others. As I've said before, one thing I took from lifeguard training decades ago (yikes) was the axiom, "Save yourself first !" You can't save anyone (your kids) if you're pulled under.

P.S. I don't know what you've done so far but as a fellow cave man I know many of us are inclined to avoid Doctors. If such thoughts ever cross your mind, think about your kids. It works for me.