well it is getting closer to the holidays for my son and I, have to say I am feeling overwhelmed with excitement but also a little nervous, I am prepared for there to be a few emotional moments as we land in our special place but what the hell memories are memories and we have new ones to make, it is actually sons 18th birthday in ten days time, no word from his father and dont suppose there will be, also it is ex's 50th birthday in two days time, oh I hope he as a lovely birthday and party hahahahah, but joking aside I couldnt care less about him now just hoping my son and I have a perfect holiday in our special place xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
