I agree. You need to take care of yourself first and foremost. This martyr complex you have going on isn't doing anyone (especially yourself) any good.

You want to be around for a good long time for your kids right? Get the support you need for yourself and heal.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER