Still Afloat and moving Forward

[BeingMe]

Thanks Nero ... it was a poem written with raw feelings.

Forward, been down that road a few times. Pointless to suggest it again. I know what the answer is .... it's been said many times, and I have finally got the message. Yes, it seems I will be the one initiating the D proceedings, since he is quite happy being in the S state. It's been pretty much it since last year, the last time he told me he's not in love with me, or even loves me ..... but, he cares about me. Hahahaha! What woman wants to hear that? I want my freedom .... I have to learn how to be independent .... paying my own bills, taking care of myself, and not relying on him all the time. I'm not going to lock the door, but it will be difficult for me to trust him again.