Well continue to try getting the books asap or get a phone consult from the DB team.
Your #7, while it "sounds" good, shouldn't be taken as it's written. You need to let that part go in order to GAL and detach. Sometimes you have to get to the point where you leave before the spouse sees what they're missing.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.