I was married for my first girlfriend. I also was her first. We were dating 4 years then got married. Our marriage was not a happy one. We have 9 year old daughter and lots of bad memories.
My wife's parents are rich people and we had everything without much efforts- new car, flats, cash, etcetera.
I was kind of minion of fortune.
I regret my bad behaviour during our years together and I regret the divorce. I realized what a bad husband and parent I was. I was immature, aggressive, uncommunicative and so on. Alas it is too late for me.