well - i had to call h to let him know if i was "available" this afternoon - we had left it until i found out what time the intern was here until.
before i did that - i called and made an appointment with joann
i know this sounds stupid, but i hadn't realized until today that when h says jump i say how high!! suddenly i was like - he can wait to give me his "news" or whatever. he makes me wait and wait for every little thing, this time i'm not going to be so available.
so i called him back and said sorry that today was not really that good after all and in fact it looks like my whole week is rather busy, maybe thursday evening or sometime friday and that i'm not sure about friday either yet as i'm waiting on a client? his voice got a bit over casual and tight and he said yeah no problem.
this way i can talk with joann - and she can help me formulate a response for the worst case scenario and the best case one and everything in between!!
de badger is wid me now
thanks all of you - i love that we have this - it's so needed for all of us, no matter how :brave" we are trying to be, there are those "moments" ....
(((((((((( ))))))))))) zig
ps - i'll take that whiskey now, thank-you! cheers to all of us
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
