A Huddle of Turtles

[strongerthanever]

I woke up this morning feeling peaceful and realized wow, in this moment I'm really ok.

Not sure why, but brit posted something that is sticking out for me right now. That she wants to be in someones life because they want her, not because she forced herself in. thinking about that really allows me to leave h alone. Its not going dark, its to allow hook the space and opportunity to reach out to me, should he decide he wants to.

I have noticed a growing mental gap between me and some of my friends. This sitch has allowed me to grow in ways that they haven't, including h. I find they would act in certain ways that I have grown out of. It almost makes it ok when I don't hear from them. It brings me comfort to interact with people here that get the new me, and makes me want to connect with others on the same page.

Going back to the space that anger once took and what to fill it with ~ I think it's inner peace, love for ourselves and true contentment with our lives. I think if e can stay in that place long enough, people will come into our lives that resonate the same feelings and then that space will naturally fill in.

I don't think our h understand what they gave us. The worst thing they could have done to us is, in a way, the best thing they could have done for us.