I'm a new person

[2chiquitos]

Thank you for the birthday wishes!! I am a vivacious Hot MILF that just turned 38! Look out boys!!!LOL!

The weeks are getting better and BETTER!!! Thank God for prayer, meditation and support!! I see the light at the end of the tunnel and I'm getting closer and closer to it. Be it single life or reconnecting????

I have decided to stop inviting my bro and sis over to my house or events. It's too stressful for me to be worried about their issues with H. They have to resolve their own differences and all I can be is an example. **relief**

H n I spend more and more and more and more...time together. Hmmm....STOP!!! (I'm praying-God help me to stop obsessing about my sitch and what this means!)

S4 has surgery this Wed and I'm not freaking out, yet. This will be his 5th surgery and before I would tend to him. Now H will be doing it since D1 needs me and H really wants to step up to the plate. He will be spending the 2nights with him at the hospital and he will be spending the night with us for the week S4 is home recovering. H called and said, I can't wait to spend the night with S4 at the house. WHOAAAAAA!!! Was that MY H talking???? (me looking to my left an then to my right) Did he say he was looking forward to it?? THE SAME MAN THAT WHEN I SAID, S4 really misses you. Would you be able to spend the night once a week? -back in Jan- H replied, no!

Apparently he said he was in a different state of mind...ok...

Whatever. I will need him to help me with S4 since both kids will be super needy.

God help me to continue giving my sitch up to you.