Your lucky you can take meds. Just be sure you don't rely on them. Being on this journey without meds is a true rollercoaster!
Continue acting as if. The convos are opportunities for him to see your 180s so show him the new improved you. Be positive when you answer his call. I used to have a funny pix of the kids on his profile so when he'd call I sounded like I was laughing at something hilarious. Now I have a funny ring. Puts me in a good mood. DON'T bring up old dirty stuff (i.e. resentment). Keep it for another day when you can productively talk about it. Wait for him to call you. In my case, H liked it that I would give him 2/3 calls a day to update him on what the kids n I were doing. He wanted to feel like he was here with us. So if your H is more of a caretaker, then do that. TAP into his LLs! This is the key that will unlock that cold stone heart! BE PATIENT!!! Compare this month with 6 mos ago! That always let's me know I'm on the right track
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017
