oh and i had a thought today that just sort of blew my mind. it was while i was "thinking about wanting h back" and suddenly it hit me "zig - you think that you will be much happier if h comes back, but have you noticed that while he's away, you have had the happiest moments in your ENTIRE life, even from all the yrs before you met him?" zig
SOooooo TRUE!!! I finally know what it feels like to enjoy the moment! To appreciate the little things! To laugh out loud without covering my mouth! It's like a high and to think we could have had this high all along. Thank God we still have time to enjoy life!
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017
