We can talk about it with each other but who can share that deep down feeling?
actually, i think WE can, over here - because we are all in somewhat the same position. i have talked about it with a couple of people around me, who sympathize and cluck cluck, but the responses that are here on my thread these last couple of days- they are deep and thoughtful and really express what i am feeling, so i don't feel so weighted down by it any longer,
i hope it has the same effect on others here.
and it is terrifying in a way isn't it, until we work through it and understand where it's coming from, and then it's not so scary - it just is...
And I do know that H & I will never have the R of our dreams unless I find an inner sense of peace and balance whether I am alone or not.
this i have realized also - but h has to find it too, for himself
i think we are all well on the way to finding that - it is so much more possible for us (me) now than it ever was...
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
