A Huddle of Turtles

[zig]

hi stronger
yes i've had the same ith my s for almost a yr now - every other week, and it has been only recently that i have really felt this new kind of loneliness rise. maybe we are finally facing the brutal reality in a new way, and so also facing this really for the first time

I was too busy walking around my home pissed at H, over any crazy reson to realise I was all alone! Sounds like crazy talk, but anger kept me company.

so true. and now that the anger is gone - what will keep us company in the future - there's an empty space there that needs to be filled with something new - and that empty space feels like the loneliness. once we learn to fill it - with something positive, i think that feeling will fade away..

i love what you've filled your life with, and yes i agree it's a process.

i definitely had that same feeling that i was on hold - and now in starting to really let go, i find that new fears are coming up - that are really only about truly stepping into the unknown and feeling a slight discomfort in my new position

thanks for the reassurance and your wise words- they help me to see more clearly where i am at

zig