Well last night she texted me out of nowhere saying "What a waste of a free Saturday." as my daughter was at my mothers. Then I said "Sorry to hear that. I hope you at least got to relax." Which she replied "I need a back rub. I am sore from my work out today. She always loved me giving her back rubs...
Anyway I tried being nice and made a joke, then it went downhill from there. I told her I was lonely, and she said she was too and didn't feel bad for me. After a few "I hate you!" remarks from her and me asking to try to see if we can work for us and our daughter, it pretty much ended on that bad note. I didn't say anything mean to her myself, but I wish I hadn't brought up our marriage and daughter... I guess at least she got upset and angry. It is better than no reaction right?
She mentioned how she is going to act on her feelings, and hinted that the counselor we have both seen solo suggested she move on. That a woman's heart cannot love once it's moved on.
This is tough.. I did handle it better than I would have in the past. I still wish I would have not said anything though. I can't wait to get home.
