New to this and hating it.

[Jannie]

H kept me up most of the night texting. He is really angry about how much money he is giving me. Nothing is legal yet, he figured the bills before he left and chose an amount that was needed to pay the them. It's about half of his take home pay. He is finding it very difficult to live on the rest. I completely understand that, but he did this to himself so why take it out on me? He says his life is going to be much better soon....meaning once paperwork is filed and signed. I don't have a lawyer or money to retain one. I am unprepared for the task ahead of me.