thinking on new life w/o X

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And as for me...I went w/New Guy and family and we had a good time. It was a bit of one of those crazy vacations as I became quite ill, our lodging was kind of a mess and we had a lot of rain, but gosh, I'd still rather be there with them.

New Guy's family and me and D are connecting more and more. We feel like a family. Good things are coming for us.

I am home now and miss all of them!!!

This particular destination was one that I had with X many times, but now it has begun to belong to New Guy and to me and the children.

X is still having difficulties medically and I feel sorry for him. But...it is past.

And like you, Sleeper, I found myself in an interesting situation. I was in the hospital...not that sick, but not that great off, either, and with New Guy. And he stayed with me and helped me decide what to do, and he didn't panic the way X would have, and we watched a funny movie that made me laugh and he made me laugh with the nurses, and although I was worried, he soothed me and helped me decide to go home, and gosh, he is a wonderful man!!