You are hung-up on everything he does or says and that will make you crazy and keep you stuck. Let him go, really. In your mind, let him go. Drop the rope.
Be nice to him when you interact. Don't react, respond.
Make this time about becoming the woman you want to be, with or without him.
Live life as if your marriage is over.
Work on you.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss